written: Sunday, 15 November 2015 @ 08:55 ✿ 1 comment[s]
Anime : Charlotte Genre : Supernatural, Comedy, Romance Status : Complete with 13 episodes PG13 (because of some brutal scenes but dont worry its only PG13 you can handle it) The anime aired in Japan between July 4 and September 26, 2015. So yes, this is kinda new anime. The summary the plot, u can just googled it by yourself but I suggest you to NOT google anything to avoid the spoiler. Naah, I wont reveal the characters either hahahaha. Surprise then !
ROUGH REVIEW: The plot is perfect. Unexpected. Fill with moral values in every single episodes. U'll find the reson why the anime is titled as Charlotte along the story dont worry.
Your feeling will go up and down while watching this anime. I was like eating popcorn while watching the anime but then I cant eat it anymore cz I was like wow. The. Feels. Are. Just. Too. Much. The story will absolutely make u cry infront of the laptop wondering what have you done with your life and cant move on for 2 to 3 minutes and then laugh and roll on the floor and need an oxygen tank to catch your breath. No this is a serious talk. SERIOUS i repeat. The animation is wow. 11/10! U cant expect less from a japan production they improved a lot. Arigatou /cry/
SELFTHOUGHTS /may contain spoiler/ The story is brilliant! I love the plot how they construct it in just 13 episodes. It feels like a puzzle. And make me puzzled gahahahaha. And how they revealed the stories nehind every scenes is beautiful! Feel blessed after finished it. A VERY good anime. Why they chose Charlotte as the title make sense! God At first I thought it was just an ordinary story with hansome and beautiful kids that have super power but it surprised me that the power is actually a temporary illness and will disappear once they reach adulthood. And it is a SERIOUS illness with terrorist all over the world and scientists greedy act capturing them for experiments.
The romance in the stories make me touched /cry/. No. No kiss scene like ordinary romance anime. Pure love that make me touch oh I love the idea how Yu and Tomori helped each other oh myy their chemistry is perff. Yes it end with Yu lost all his precious memories of everything he loves about Tomori but then they do end up together. They were just 16, theyve plenty of time to make new memories. /tearss/ I need a tissue.
The comedy is just so GODDDD I CANT STOP LAUGHINGG they are ridiculous. No, not gonna spoil it /smile/ Overall i feel blessed after finishing the story. Worth it. Seriously. U should give it a try !
Chasin for whats fallin, always yearning. Dont know why but the beauty, may seems to be awkward to someones' eye - ZHEIND fallin (Charlotte)
written: Thursday, 12 November 2015 @ 23:26 ✿ 0 comment[s]
If you are happy,, u should share it to the world!
Yay ! Berkat kerajinan /cough/ Ive upgraded my blog !
Nampak tak 4 buttons sebelah kiri blog?
yang tuuu
Sekarang dengan rasminya button tu dah boleh digunakan. Sebenarnya dari dulu boleh guna tapi takkemas .
If you clicked the buttons u'll see this ! Woohooo I feel so organised!
Fufu Ive wrote lots of fic so far i just realised it /feelin proud/
Erm yang kosong tu tak berpenghuni but will update later meh!
aku baru buat satu review jangan risau nanti aku update lagi!
Cuma button szenith tu je takboleh lagi guna. Sebab tu projek rahsia aku. Demi keamanan sejagat aku taknak publish lagi. Nanti aku rasa aku dah bersedia aku publish okay ! Gahahaha.
So enjoy clicking those button!
Credit to wanaseoby. Ni sebenarnya blogskin for poster gallery tapi aku modified ikut kesesuaian yang aku nak guna. Hehe thanks akak wana!
Skrol ditangan digenggam erat. Puas. Air mata mengalir. Kabur pandangannya apabila dipeluk dua orang insan hebat dalam hidup. Ibu ayah. Dia tahu mereka bahagia.
Graduated with dean list from MBBS after years going thru ups and down.
Kepala ditunduk tanda terima kasih apabila dia yang juga memakai jubah hitam graduasi mengucapkan tahniah dan menghulur sejambak bunga mawar merah.
"Congrats to u too." Mata melirik ke cincin di jari manisnya. Engagement ring. "And meer, thank u for wearing the ring." Senyum masih menghiasi wajah.
Life is bed of roses. Indeed.
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Kei tersengih apabila si kecil merengek di wad padietrik. "Its just an injection. No worry."
Padietrician. Checked.
Telefon dipoket labcoat putihnya bergetar. Incoming call;Meera. "When will we discuss about our marriage. God, its gonna be held next week my dear." "I'll drop by after Ive finished my work." Dia tersengih.
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Dia menjerit. Serpihan cermin bersepah dilantai tandas bercampur darah merah. Tangannya yang penuh kesan calar dibasuh. Immortal? Tak, semua manusia akan mati. Cuma dia istimewa.
Mengikut perkiraannya, dia kini telah mencecah 30 tahun. Entah kenapa dia yang tersenyum dibalik cermin tadi kelihatan sama seperti dia ketika umurnya 17 tahun.
Dia keliru.
Life is bed of roses.
With thorns hidden behind the beautiful colour and fragrance
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Ya. Dia bukan lagi doktor. Dia terpaksa mejauhkan diri dari mereka yang mengenali 'Dr Khairil'.
Kerana dia tak mampu menjawab persoalan manusia tentang usianya lagi.
Dan identitinya kini sepenuhnya ditukar.
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Kepalanya masih pening. Mata cuba dibuka. Siling putih.
"I havent died yet?"
Meera yang setia menunggu disebelahnya terjaga. Kei tersenyum melihat dia yang masih dengan stetoskop dileher.
"It's already 12 am." Dia tersengih seperti tiada apa yang belaku. "God Dr Khairil! What drive u into this ! Cutting yourself is illegal! You already know that!"
Meera menggeleng. Dia tahu ni bukan kali pertama dia disini.
"Maaf. Nama saya Lee sekarang. And Im not a doc for about 20 years anymore u know?"
Dia tersengih melihat wajah Meera yang berkerut dan sudah semakin berusia dimamah masa. Entah kenapa dia rasa cemburu.
"Ive to come home. And see my kids. And my husband." "Send my regards to them!" Dia tersenyum kelat.
"Uncle Lee or Uncle Khairil this time?"
"Uncle Lee.." Lirih dia menjawab.
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Sunyi. Dia sunyi. Baru sahaja tadi dia balik dari melawat kubur Meera.
Entah kenapa masa berlalu amat pantas tapi dia masih dia. Terperangkap dalam tubuhnya yang berusia 17 tahun.
Is it a curse or a bless?
Sekarang ;
"Uncle Khairil!"
Dia tersentak dari kenangan silamnya dan tersengih melihat anak kecil itu melambai ke arahnya. "Yes my lady. Have u taken your medicine?"
Anak kecil itu mengangguk dan kembali bermain dengan rakan-rakannya.
Kini dia kembali menjadi dirinya.
Masih lagi dengan wajah muda berumur 17 tahun. Namun dia cuba untuk menggunakan 'masa tambahan' yang ada sebaiknya.
Be the best human. For Him.
Air yang bergenang di kolam matanya dilap. Sungguh dia rindu watak yang ada dalam tahun-tahun pertamanya, 100 tahun dulu.
Is it a curse or a bless?
U choose.
Tak. Aku pon tak faham apa yang aku tulis sebenarnya. Half-hearted gahahaha. Kak nana dah delete fic dia yang lebih kurang macam ni btw. Erm sebenarya main point aku nak cakap pasal masa and apa matlamat sebenar yang perlu kau letak. Your goal. Sandarkan goal pada something yang materialistik macam your dream work, your dream house tak bawak kau ke mana. Yes, once u achieve it u'll feel satisfied, tapi perasaan tu sementara. Cuba bayang kau hidup dengan badan kau constant 17 tahun (which is a golden age range lah jugak sebab kau ada tahap kepandaian and kecergasan yang optimum) and kau dah capai semua goal yang kau nak. Blurghh. - Sebenarnya apa kau cari dalam hidup?
ps// kalau tak faham, baca lagi sekali fic ni. kalau tak faham jugak try baca slowly and hadam. Tak faham jugak, takpe la hadam conclusion pon okay dah ;)
written: Sunday, 25 October 2015 @ 06:34 ✿ 2 comment[s]
"Apa?"
Lee diam.
"Lee kau okay tak ni?" Sila dibetulkan. Lenguh main basketball duh tulang aku dah start mereput ke macam mana ni.
Lee membuang pandang ke gelanggang basket. Mata berair.
Muka diraup. Haa sudahh.
*****
Inside out. Basically today i want to potray my thoughts here. Duh. Ni contoh ayat intro tahpape. SKIP.
Inside out. I was a typical boarding school student striving her best for good results for SPM. Secure good result that will absolutely bring me to a good oversea college with scholarship. Yeah. That was my dream bruh. Studying somewhere in the koala and kanggaroo country, enjoying good environment with four different seasons that I would never experience in my no-season-but-summer-and-rain-season-country.
Inside out. With that motivation, and yeah high expectation from people to a boarding school student motivate me. Studying that hard. Gaining points with co-curriculur activity. Being a student leader. Trying to be good to teachers. With that motivation in mind, good result, good place, I keep on climbing to the top.
Inside out. Yes. SPM done. Few months passed. I got my result. Flying colours I guess. Erm. And as Im going to pursue my studies in dentistry, Ive no choice but to held my dream. You need to get a straight A's result to apply for the limited scholarship. Yeah only the cream out of the creamy one can get scholarship from SPM slip (dont worry for other scholarship you dont have to get straight As result to apply,, yes medical courses are that expensives so yeah erm there's hope people rezeki tu luas jangan kecilkan skop pemikiran anda this is just a story)
Inside out. And yeah. Plot twist! Here I am. Doing my foundation in applied health science in a prestigious local university (what? Im proud with my college why not bragging it here /flip shawl/)
Inside out. Im not telling you this story to exxagerate about my 'failure' of not achieving my dream heh. Im telling you that you still can catch your dream. What? With good cgpa of foundation, you still can apply for scholarship if you want to. (macam aku cakap tadi rezeki Allah tu luas jangan kecilkan skop pemikiran anda uhuh)
Inside out. Yes, maybe you will feel envy as when you scrolling down your Instagram and see your friends having fun at California beaches, smiling infront of London Bridge hahah thats happen to me yeah I can feel you. But hey, that's their dream, they are living their dream. You have yours right? Why you have to feel down seeing their achievement then?
Inside out. Keep on dreaming. Keep on trying and make your dream come true. Theres no such thing as failure. It is just you, try to keep in pace and fight for your dream.
Inside out. And me too. Still keep struggling in my up-side-down-life as a foundation student. What? Doing your foundation in local universities are not that easy maa.
And they planned and Allah(also) planned, and Allah indeed is The Best Planner. (3:54)
Inside out. Clearly stated in Surah Al Imran, verse 54, that we plan, do our best and at the end of the day, Allah has The Best Plan. Principle of Qada' and Qadr is clearly proved here. So do your job as a human. Do the best. Our Lord will take care the rest. In syaa Allah.
Inside out. Everyday when you wake up, keep this in mind, if today is your LAST day, what will you do? That will keep u motivated enough. Trust me.
Inside out. This video is REALLY inspiring. That guy graduated today maa. He is not even a human. He is an alien. Probably. Hahahahahahaha.
"Man,, what have I done with my life so far?" /sighed/
Inside out. That video is a wrap of my rant for today. Done !
Sorry Ive wrote this in English. Just cant stand my ability to write an article in English decrease. Arghh used to be good in this. (No. Havent practising my writing skill for such a LONG time. Nope. Theres no MUET classes in cfs IIUM as theyve their own syllibus. And once u exit your english level, no more english practise for u, if u are not a benl stud lah)
*****
"Aku nak cakap kau inspire aku je Kei."
"Eh dah kenapa kau sampai leleh air mata."
Lee diri. Habuk dikibas.
"Mata masuk habuk." Dia sengih. Papan luncur yang tersadai dingkat.
"Kau nak balik tak Kei?"
Kei masih pandang Lee dengan mata terkebil. Ada alien rasuk kawan aku ke weyh?
written: Tuesday, 20 October 2015 @ 20:52 ✿ 0 comment[s]
"Hey" He wasnt responding to me. "Dude!" I shouted.
Now all the people in the room stared furiously at me with 'I-WANT-TO-KILL-YOU' gaze behind their big, nerdy specs.
"Pfft. C'mon. Chill." I smirked.
The brunette beside me lifted up his head. Finally, he merged out of his dreamland.
"What?" He whispered with her husky voice, trying to not make any noice inside the library.
"What on earth is this?" I pointed at the worksheet teacher gave me yesterday. I sighed. The bane of my existence.
"It's a formula obviously. Just memorise and use it when you need to."
He said in one breath, and put his sleepy head on the wooden table back.
The librarian who was arranging the book on the shelf started to stare at us. His husky voice is that loud huh?
"Hans, I really could'nt understand where on earth the formula come from. Please teach me! Please bro."
"Aiyayay!" He snapped and pulled my worksheet. "Just use it! Look at this question for example, you can simply use sin^2(theta)+cos^2(theta)=1 formula to solve it. Simple aint?"
Blankly, I stared at him. He inhales deeply. "Did you slept again in Sir Dzul's class?"
I chuckled. "I cant help it."
This will be the longest conversation of addmath for sure.
Trigonometric function.
*****
Act. I randomly scribbled this fiction last year during the final week of struggle before SPM, Certificate of Education Malaysia (Direct translation I dont know if its accurate eheh). It has the same level with O-LEVEL in International schools but for those who are studying in National school (normal high school, boarding school, Mara Junior Science College) they have to take the SPM. Clear enough right?
So yeah. Basically trigo in High school is all about memorising and understanding the application of the formula. But if you reach your A-Level or Foundation or Matriculation Level, you'll have to discover how the formula formed and make lots of experiments (obviously not those kinds in lab) with the formula. Sound good right?
SO for SPM candidates, dont worry, just memorise it okay ! And try your best to understand the application of the formula. Fight!
written: Sunday, 18 October 2015 @ 00:25 ✿ 0 comment[s]
Assalamualaikum. Finally, sembreak. So dah takde alasan aku nak kasi kalau tak update langsung blog. Haih.
TAHNIAH.
So Ive made a list of how to wreck your very long holiday. -tak. Jangan mereput please. Lifeless nanti.
TIPS ON HAVING AN ORGANISE AND SUPER PRODUCTIVE SEM BREAK 1. Make a list of things you want to achieve during your holiday BEFORE it even start
This is a VITAL tip, cz once you start your heavenly holiday, you'll feel like a sloth- not doing anything. Sleep every single days for 25 hours. Move REALLY slow. At least you'll have a list of things you want to do, it was like a guide lah for you.
2. Dicipline
sigh /gelengkepala/ ni aku pon ada masalah. Taknak explain. Kau sendiri pon tahu kan? Skip.
3. Give a copy of the list (refer number one) to your buddy
So that they can pissed you off when the holidays end if you dont achieve what you've written. What they always say? SEMBANG KENCANG- my ego is quite high so this will work on me.
4. Back to number one and continue to 3 and repeat it until your sembreak over.
Ada soalan? Takde? Bagus. Heh.
So this is a long list of my ideas-of-wrecking-my-sembreak. Yes, it can also applied to my dear kiddos yang nak SPM (ganbatte *emojibiceps*) - Tak. Jangan mereput woi. Nanti dalam entry lain aku listkan untuk korang apa yang korang kena buat after SPM.
MY VERY LONGLIST 1, Help your juniors with their killer subject- Erk
2. Social work- join any society laahh
3. Visiting my old school
4. Cafe hunting- fooodddddd
5. Project XXX (what? its a secret.)
6. Housework lalalalala
7. Learn new language- nihongo yay! and yes revise my arabic skill
8. Grooming my kitties awwwhhh
9. Work yeahh- gain money cha chingg and be opportunist
10. Reading lots of books- books=life. Yeah
11. Manga, anime manga, anime, MANGA, ANIMEEE
12. Hiking- tadabbur (learning) alam
13. Baking and gain weigh
14. CAR LICENSE I NEED THAT
15. yada yada yadaa
*basically it is easy, just list down every single activities that you find can improve your skills.
*it is important to list down REALISTIC goals. but then dare to be different- in a good way laa. You dont want to end up being a laughing stock when your holiday is over right?
Have fun wrecking your break ! YEAHH
*****
Buku rujukan McGrawhill Chemistry disusun dan disimpan dalam luggage. Pelipis diurut.
"Alhamdulillah" Paper Chemistry done.
Iphone 5s milik Kei begetar. Notification menandakan ada mesej whatsapp masuk.
written: Tuesday, 15 September 2015 @ 08:02 ✿ 0 comment[s]
Patau Syndrome Trisomy 13 is aneuploidy . Aneuploidy originates duringcell divisionwhen the chromosomes do not separate
properly between the two cells. The aneuploid 2n+1 is called trisomic.
*****
Rate of reaction = K(A)^x(B)^y
*****
Naah just a simple post . To release my tension . Nonsence ? Thank you . Hahah.
That moment when u fall, jangan risau, ramai yang jatuh sekali dengan kau . Ramai yang hulur tangan dekat kau . Kau sedih sorang dah kenapa ?
written: Sunday, 15 November 2015 @ 08:55 ✿ 1 comment[s]
Anime : Charlotte Genre : Supernatural, Comedy, Romance Status : Complete with 13 episodes PG13 (because of some brutal scenes but dont worry its only PG13 you can handle it) The anime aired in Japan between July 4 and September 26, 2015. So yes, this is kinda new anime. The summary the plot, u can just googled it by yourself but I suggest you to NOT google anything to avoid the spoiler. Naah, I wont reveal the characters either hahahaha. Surprise then !
ROUGH REVIEW: The plot is perfect. Unexpected. Fill with moral values in every single episodes. U'll find the reson why the anime is titled as Charlotte along the story dont worry.
Your feeling will go up and down while watching this anime. I was like eating popcorn while watching the anime but then I cant eat it anymore cz I was like wow. The. Feels. Are. Just. Too. Much. The story will absolutely make u cry infront of the laptop wondering what have you done with your life and cant move on for 2 to 3 minutes and then laugh and roll on the floor and need an oxygen tank to catch your breath. No this is a serious talk. SERIOUS i repeat. The animation is wow. 11/10! U cant expect less from a japan production they improved a lot. Arigatou /cry/
SELFTHOUGHTS /may contain spoiler/ The story is brilliant! I love the plot how they construct it in just 13 episodes. It feels like a puzzle. And make me puzzled gahahahaha. And how they revealed the stories nehind every scenes is beautiful! Feel blessed after finished it. A VERY good anime. Why they chose Charlotte as the title make sense! God At first I thought it was just an ordinary story with hansome and beautiful kids that have super power but it surprised me that the power is actually a temporary illness and will disappear once they reach adulthood. And it is a SERIOUS illness with terrorist all over the world and scientists greedy act capturing them for experiments.
The romance in the stories make me touched /cry/. No. No kiss scene like ordinary romance anime. Pure love that make me touch oh I love the idea how Yu and Tomori helped each other oh myy their chemistry is perff. Yes it end with Yu lost all his precious memories of everything he loves about Tomori but then they do end up together. They were just 16, theyve plenty of time to make new memories. /tearss/ I need a tissue.
The comedy is just so GODDDD I CANT STOP LAUGHINGG they are ridiculous. No, not gonna spoil it /smile/ Overall i feel blessed after finishing the story. Worth it. Seriously. U should give it a try !
Chasin for whats fallin, always yearning. Dont know why but the beauty, may seems to be awkward to someones' eye - ZHEIND fallin (Charlotte)
written: Thursday, 12 November 2015 @ 23:26 ✿ 0 comment[s]
If you are happy,, u should share it to the world!
Yay ! Berkat kerajinan /cough/ Ive upgraded my blog !
Nampak tak 4 buttons sebelah kiri blog?
yang tuuu
Sekarang dengan rasminya button tu dah boleh digunakan. Sebenarnya dari dulu boleh guna tapi takkemas .
If you clicked the buttons u'll see this ! Woohooo I feel so organised!
Fufu Ive wrote lots of fic so far i just realised it /feelin proud/
Erm yang kosong tu tak berpenghuni but will update later meh!
aku baru buat satu review jangan risau nanti aku update lagi!
Cuma button szenith tu je takboleh lagi guna. Sebab tu projek rahsia aku. Demi keamanan sejagat aku taknak publish lagi. Nanti aku rasa aku dah bersedia aku publish okay ! Gahahaha.
So enjoy clicking those button!
Credit to wanaseoby. Ni sebenarnya blogskin for poster gallery tapi aku modified ikut kesesuaian yang aku nak guna. Hehe thanks akak wana!
Skrol ditangan digenggam erat. Puas. Air mata mengalir. Kabur pandangannya apabila dipeluk dua orang insan hebat dalam hidup. Ibu ayah. Dia tahu mereka bahagia.
Graduated with dean list from MBBS after years going thru ups and down.
Kepala ditunduk tanda terima kasih apabila dia yang juga memakai jubah hitam graduasi mengucapkan tahniah dan menghulur sejambak bunga mawar merah.
"Congrats to u too." Mata melirik ke cincin di jari manisnya. Engagement ring. "And meer, thank u for wearing the ring." Senyum masih menghiasi wajah.
Life is bed of roses. Indeed.
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Kei tersengih apabila si kecil merengek di wad padietrik. "Its just an injection. No worry."
Padietrician. Checked.
Telefon dipoket labcoat putihnya bergetar. Incoming call;Meera. "When will we discuss about our marriage. God, its gonna be held next week my dear." "I'll drop by after Ive finished my work." Dia tersengih.
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Dia menjerit. Serpihan cermin bersepah dilantai tandas bercampur darah merah. Tangannya yang penuh kesan calar dibasuh. Immortal? Tak, semua manusia akan mati. Cuma dia istimewa.
Mengikut perkiraannya, dia kini telah mencecah 30 tahun. Entah kenapa dia yang tersenyum dibalik cermin tadi kelihatan sama seperti dia ketika umurnya 17 tahun.
Dia keliru.
Life is bed of roses.
With thorns hidden behind the beautiful colour and fragrance
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Ya. Dia bukan lagi doktor. Dia terpaksa mejauhkan diri dari mereka yang mengenali 'Dr Khairil'.
Kerana dia tak mampu menjawab persoalan manusia tentang usianya lagi.
Dan identitinya kini sepenuhnya ditukar.
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Kepalanya masih pening. Mata cuba dibuka. Siling putih.
"I havent died yet?"
Meera yang setia menunggu disebelahnya terjaga. Kei tersenyum melihat dia yang masih dengan stetoskop dileher.
"It's already 12 am." Dia tersengih seperti tiada apa yang belaku. "God Dr Khairil! What drive u into this ! Cutting yourself is illegal! You already know that!"
Meera menggeleng. Dia tahu ni bukan kali pertama dia disini.
"Maaf. Nama saya Lee sekarang. And Im not a doc for about 20 years anymore u know?"
Dia tersengih melihat wajah Meera yang berkerut dan sudah semakin berusia dimamah masa. Entah kenapa dia rasa cemburu.
"Ive to come home. And see my kids. And my husband." "Send my regards to them!" Dia tersenyum kelat.
"Uncle Lee or Uncle Khairil this time?"
"Uncle Lee.." Lirih dia menjawab.
Tahun-tahun berikutnya ;
Sunyi. Dia sunyi. Baru sahaja tadi dia balik dari melawat kubur Meera.
Entah kenapa masa berlalu amat pantas tapi dia masih dia. Terperangkap dalam tubuhnya yang berusia 17 tahun.
Is it a curse or a bless?
Sekarang ;
"Uncle Khairil!"
Dia tersentak dari kenangan silamnya dan tersengih melihat anak kecil itu melambai ke arahnya. "Yes my lady. Have u taken your medicine?"
Anak kecil itu mengangguk dan kembali bermain dengan rakan-rakannya.
Kini dia kembali menjadi dirinya.
Masih lagi dengan wajah muda berumur 17 tahun. Namun dia cuba untuk menggunakan 'masa tambahan' yang ada sebaiknya.
Be the best human. For Him.
Air yang bergenang di kolam matanya dilap. Sungguh dia rindu watak yang ada dalam tahun-tahun pertamanya, 100 tahun dulu.
Is it a curse or a bless?
U choose.
Tak. Aku pon tak faham apa yang aku tulis sebenarnya. Half-hearted gahahaha. Kak nana dah delete fic dia yang lebih kurang macam ni btw. Erm sebenarya main point aku nak cakap pasal masa and apa matlamat sebenar yang perlu kau letak. Your goal. Sandarkan goal pada something yang materialistik macam your dream work, your dream house tak bawak kau ke mana. Yes, once u achieve it u'll feel satisfied, tapi perasaan tu sementara. Cuba bayang kau hidup dengan badan kau constant 17 tahun (which is a golden age range lah jugak sebab kau ada tahap kepandaian and kecergasan yang optimum) and kau dah capai semua goal yang kau nak. Blurghh. - Sebenarnya apa kau cari dalam hidup?
ps// kalau tak faham, baca lagi sekali fic ni. kalau tak faham jugak try baca slowly and hadam. Tak faham jugak, takpe la hadam conclusion pon okay dah ;)
written: Sunday, 25 October 2015 @ 06:34 ✿ 2 comment[s]
"Apa?"
Lee diam.
"Lee kau okay tak ni?" Sila dibetulkan. Lenguh main basketball duh tulang aku dah start mereput ke macam mana ni.
Lee membuang pandang ke gelanggang basket. Mata berair.
Muka diraup. Haa sudahh.
*****
Inside out. Basically today i want to potray my thoughts here. Duh. Ni contoh ayat intro tahpape. SKIP.
Inside out. I was a typical boarding school student striving her best for good results for SPM. Secure good result that will absolutely bring me to a good oversea college with scholarship. Yeah. That was my dream bruh. Studying somewhere in the koala and kanggaroo country, enjoying good environment with four different seasons that I would never experience in my no-season-but-summer-and-rain-season-country.
Inside out. With that motivation, and yeah high expectation from people to a boarding school student motivate me. Studying that hard. Gaining points with co-curriculur activity. Being a student leader. Trying to be good to teachers. With that motivation in mind, good result, good place, I keep on climbing to the top.
Inside out. Yes. SPM done. Few months passed. I got my result. Flying colours I guess. Erm. And as Im going to pursue my studies in dentistry, Ive no choice but to held my dream. You need to get a straight A's result to apply for the limited scholarship. Yeah only the cream out of the creamy one can get scholarship from SPM slip (dont worry for other scholarship you dont have to get straight As result to apply,, yes medical courses are that expensives so yeah erm there's hope people rezeki tu luas jangan kecilkan skop pemikiran anda this is just a story)
Inside out. And yeah. Plot twist! Here I am. Doing my foundation in applied health science in a prestigious local university (what? Im proud with my college why not bragging it here /flip shawl/)
Inside out. Im not telling you this story to exxagerate about my 'failure' of not achieving my dream heh. Im telling you that you still can catch your dream. What? With good cgpa of foundation, you still can apply for scholarship if you want to. (macam aku cakap tadi rezeki Allah tu luas jangan kecilkan skop pemikiran anda uhuh)
Inside out. Yes, maybe you will feel envy as when you scrolling down your Instagram and see your friends having fun at California beaches, smiling infront of London Bridge hahah thats happen to me yeah I can feel you. But hey, that's their dream, they are living their dream. You have yours right? Why you have to feel down seeing their achievement then?
Inside out. Keep on dreaming. Keep on trying and make your dream come true. Theres no such thing as failure. It is just you, try to keep in pace and fight for your dream.
Inside out. And me too. Still keep struggling in my up-side-down-life as a foundation student. What? Doing your foundation in local universities are not that easy maa.
And they planned and Allah(also) planned, and Allah indeed is The Best Planner. (3:54)
Inside out. Clearly stated in Surah Al Imran, verse 54, that we plan, do our best and at the end of the day, Allah has The Best Plan. Principle of Qada' and Qadr is clearly proved here. So do your job as a human. Do the best. Our Lord will take care the rest. In syaa Allah.
Inside out. Everyday when you wake up, keep this in mind, if today is your LAST day, what will you do? That will keep u motivated enough. Trust me.
Inside out. This video is REALLY inspiring. That guy graduated today maa. He is not even a human. He is an alien. Probably. Hahahahahahaha.
"Man,, what have I done with my life so far?" /sighed/
Inside out. That video is a wrap of my rant for today. Done !
Sorry Ive wrote this in English. Just cant stand my ability to write an article in English decrease. Arghh used to be good in this. (No. Havent practising my writing skill for such a LONG time. Nope. Theres no MUET classes in cfs IIUM as theyve their own syllibus. And once u exit your english level, no more english practise for u, if u are not a benl stud lah)
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"Aku nak cakap kau inspire aku je Kei."
"Eh dah kenapa kau sampai leleh air mata."
Lee diri. Habuk dikibas.
"Mata masuk habuk." Dia sengih. Papan luncur yang tersadai dingkat.
"Kau nak balik tak Kei?"
Kei masih pandang Lee dengan mata terkebil. Ada alien rasuk kawan aku ke weyh?
written: Tuesday, 20 October 2015 @ 20:52 ✿ 0 comment[s]
"Hey" He wasnt responding to me. "Dude!" I shouted.
Now all the people in the room stared furiously at me with 'I-WANT-TO-KILL-YOU' gaze behind their big, nerdy specs.
"Pfft. C'mon. Chill." I smirked.
The brunette beside me lifted up his head. Finally, he merged out of his dreamland.
"What?" He whispered with her husky voice, trying to not make any noice inside the library.
"What on earth is this?" I pointed at the worksheet teacher gave me yesterday. I sighed. The bane of my existence.
"It's a formula obviously. Just memorise and use it when you need to."
He said in one breath, and put his sleepy head on the wooden table back.
The librarian who was arranging the book on the shelf started to stare at us. His husky voice is that loud huh?
"Hans, I really could'nt understand where on earth the formula come from. Please teach me! Please bro."
"Aiyayay!" He snapped and pulled my worksheet. "Just use it! Look at this question for example, you can simply use sin^2(theta)+cos^2(theta)=1 formula to solve it. Simple aint?"
Blankly, I stared at him. He inhales deeply. "Did you slept again in Sir Dzul's class?"
I chuckled. "I cant help it."
This will be the longest conversation of addmath for sure.
Trigonometric function.
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Act. I randomly scribbled this fiction last year during the final week of struggle before SPM, Certificate of Education Malaysia (Direct translation I dont know if its accurate eheh). It has the same level with O-LEVEL in International schools but for those who are studying in National school (normal high school, boarding school, Mara Junior Science College) they have to take the SPM. Clear enough right?
So yeah. Basically trigo in High school is all about memorising and understanding the application of the formula. But if you reach your A-Level or Foundation or Matriculation Level, you'll have to discover how the formula formed and make lots of experiments (obviously not those kinds in lab) with the formula. Sound good right?
SO for SPM candidates, dont worry, just memorise it okay ! And try your best to understand the application of the formula. Fight!
written: Sunday, 18 October 2015 @ 00:25 ✿ 0 comment[s]
Assalamualaikum. Finally, sembreak. So dah takde alasan aku nak kasi kalau tak update langsung blog. Haih.
TAHNIAH.
So Ive made a list of how to wreck your very long holiday. -tak. Jangan mereput please. Lifeless nanti.
TIPS ON HAVING AN ORGANISE AND SUPER PRODUCTIVE SEM BREAK 1. Make a list of things you want to achieve during your holiday BEFORE it even start
This is a VITAL tip, cz once you start your heavenly holiday, you'll feel like a sloth- not doing anything. Sleep every single days for 25 hours. Move REALLY slow. At least you'll have a list of things you want to do, it was like a guide lah for you.
2. Dicipline
sigh /gelengkepala/ ni aku pon ada masalah. Taknak explain. Kau sendiri pon tahu kan? Skip.
3. Give a copy of the list (refer number one) to your buddy
So that they can pissed you off when the holidays end if you dont achieve what you've written. What they always say? SEMBANG KENCANG- my ego is quite high so this will work on me.
4. Back to number one and continue to 3 and repeat it until your sembreak over.
Ada soalan? Takde? Bagus. Heh.
So this is a long list of my ideas-of-wrecking-my-sembreak. Yes, it can also applied to my dear kiddos yang nak SPM (ganbatte *emojibiceps*) - Tak. Jangan mereput woi. Nanti dalam entry lain aku listkan untuk korang apa yang korang kena buat after SPM.
MY VERY LONGLIST 1, Help your juniors with their killer subject- Erk
2. Social work- join any society laahh
3. Visiting my old school
4. Cafe hunting- fooodddddd
5. Project XXX (what? its a secret.)
6. Housework lalalalala
7. Learn new language- nihongo yay! and yes revise my arabic skill
8. Grooming my kitties awwwhhh
9. Work yeahh- gain money cha chingg and be opportunist
10. Reading lots of books- books=life. Yeah
11. Manga, anime manga, anime, MANGA, ANIMEEE
12. Hiking- tadabbur (learning) alam
13. Baking and gain weigh
14. CAR LICENSE I NEED THAT
15. yada yada yadaa
*basically it is easy, just list down every single activities that you find can improve your skills.
*it is important to list down REALISTIC goals. but then dare to be different- in a good way laa. You dont want to end up being a laughing stock when your holiday is over right?
Have fun wrecking your break ! YEAHH
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Buku rujukan McGrawhill Chemistry disusun dan disimpan dalam luggage. Pelipis diurut.
"Alhamdulillah" Paper Chemistry done.
Iphone 5s milik Kei begetar. Notification menandakan ada mesej whatsapp masuk.
written: Tuesday, 15 September 2015 @ 08:02 ✿ 0 comment[s]
Patau Syndrome Trisomy 13 is aneuploidy . Aneuploidy originates duringcell divisionwhen the chromosomes do not separate
properly between the two cells. The aneuploid 2n+1 is called trisomic.
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Naah just a simple post . To release my tension . Nonsence ? Thank you . Hahah.
That moment when u fall, jangan risau, ramai yang jatuh sekali dengan kau . Ramai yang hulur tangan dekat kau . Kau sedih sorang dah kenapa ?
Assalamualaikum (mention it here if u want me to followback)
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Hi there ! Fadhlin. 18 y/o.
currently a CFS IIUM Allied Health Science student.
I love reading. and people who gives me books obviously.
They said language is my forte lulz that sounds legit enough. So I can speak Malay fluently (obviously duhh), English (alhamdulillah) and Arab a little bit. Currently learning (refering to reading dictionary and google the words and pronounciation) jappanesse. Fufu. But then I'll just use malay and english in my rants (?)
Not a hardcore, but Im into asian thingy, anime and kpop so much. It is in my blood and ive grown up with them hahah. So Im sorry (really) for every spam of anime review or kpop song fangirling post
I just erm attached to kpop because of the precious lyric. Yeah, Im a YG Entertainment fan. Bigbang, 2Ne1, Epik High, Akdong Musician, Winner and the most new debut team, Ikon (welcome backk people). Yeah, Im a multifandom, Im attached with the idols based on their lyrics composed and as YG's artist compose their own song, I treasure them. And yeah I do love BTS because of their song's lyric gahahaha. Genre? Im fond to rap because of the beautiful words and rythm.
I love anime ermm simply because I like their plot. Its an animation so sometimes it becomes ridiculous but at the end of the day, the plot do make sense. Maybe Ive grown up with Detective Conan and Inuyasha for such a long time so Im that attached to them. And their moral values is pretty meh. Nope, not an otaku cz Im not that hardcore but if u make me choose between Malay movie, Kdrama and anime, I'll absolutely pick anime (and manga for sure,, what? anime and manga come together in a package)
Thanks for reading my random rants and hey! nice to meet u *smile
